There was a four year lapse in my painting, when some very difficult personal matters took over. This occurred in the middle. I didn't completely stop painting, but I slowed down, more interested in exploring than actually turning out work. During that four years I made some decisions about painting that I feel could only be good. I never would accept commissions. My colors, composition, and all creative aspects are mine. Therefore, I will not paint anything or allow anything to leave my studio from now on that is not completely personally satisfying to me. Pretty conceited, huh? But what else do I have but my art? Nothing else in the world is completely mine.